Christopher Louis Romaguera


A Regla Prayer For Pops After Doctors Scare Him


Hotel Comodoro

Your Abuelos met here, out in Miramar,
so many revolutions ago.

You share a cab with another Cuban
who has no interest in talking to gringos.

You get dropped off,
at the love-at-first-
sight bar, but the guards won’t
let you in. Security says you,
shouldn’t
be here. Hotel closed, no vacancy, no guests.
All of Cuba is under peer review,
but also they’re not your peers.

Peerless peers;
peering from above, through holes
in the walls, from the boats that
patrol, from the esquinas, from from from…

And the security guard says how sad it is,
that people like your abuelos left.
As if it was a decision made as casually, callously,
as leaving a friend’s drink off your bill.

and you see Security eying you,
as they toe, cross, set fire to the line,
as you add another line
to the tally of microaggressions
that you and yours have had to swallow,
long after the aggressive aggressions,
first started taking a toll on yours.


Dengue

We were worried about dengue,
another of the old school epidemics
brought back by Cuba. Museo del mundo
brought back not just the old buildings, but disease.
But there were no bugs in Vedado,
no bugs in Habana Vieja.

Pops says they used to have spray trucks
drive around in the middle of the night,
gas rising, flies falling.
He says this as I wonder of the tumor that
grows/grew, in his head, wondering if that
gas killed more than just what flies.

There are no beggars here, no piles of garbage
on the corners, the buildings typically have
four walls, the dogs four legs,
even the police don’t bother.

We go to Hotel Comodoro, out in Miramar
where little pools of blood geyser up my arms,
where temples form blushing pink, where the
quitos prayed where nothing was sprayed.
I wonder if I’ll wake up sick.

And the people, the security, don’t understand
why we are here. They try to send us back.
For our safety, so nothing happens to us;
for their safety, in case something happens to us.
And now I know where they don’t spray,
and now I see,
another place where they don’t clean the
streets of Cuba, of Cubans,
and of what is left for them.
Something that would grow in my brain,
like a benign tumor.