Kaylee Salazar


Cosechadores


Candy Seller

Slick skyscrapers thin-tipped,
needles piercing the night’s felt;

the whole city sticks to skin.
Rain pins Manhattan’s edges down,
pigeon-placed seam allowances,
subway station gussets.

14th St—

the 3 train like a running stitch,
rail lines darning the island—people
packed, pushing, plowing, past the woman

on the platform. The occasional raindrop
from pavement cracks, leaking pipes,
but she doesn’t notice. She’s working,
an Ecuadorian migrant, her face
like my fingerprint. Her baby slung to her back

like a button keeping the cold at bay;
woven manta brighter than anything
New York has seen, fabric colors
from our sky-scraping
mountains, indigo and the achiote tree.

The blanket before her stocked
with candies and salted mango slices,
a sample of the summer ferias back home.

Candy and fruit! she calls,
accented like she held a lollipop in her mouth,
but it sounds like playing Kiwi with my cousins
—stacking bottle caps on the street,
bowling them over, scrambling to fix the tower
before the punted soccer ball found our backs.

She is tinder in the snow,
hard at work, and a beautiful
tapestry hanging in this sour city.

Mexican Floods, October 2025

Para los pueblos de Hidalgo, México y para todos los pueblos que han sufrido.
The river let itself in—braced
its wet shoulder against the bridge
until it broke, an unlatched gate
swinging open.

Hidalgo like a crumb on Mexico’s smile lines,
smudged away by the Cazones’ rain-bloated finger.
When the floods come, there is only this:

sludge—houses drowned, dragged
to the mountain’s foot, chewed up cars spit
to the side, neighbors pulling bodies to the surface,

ravine walls sloughing off,
an untouched playground, the yellow
plastic slide like a beacon
against the town’s grime-soaked gray.

Firulais dogs trembling on roofs,
barking, howling, sniffing for food.
Parents tugging babies in tub buckets,
children lifted onto shoulders,
feet still skimming black murk,

a horse clopping over rubbled buildings,
its rope halter towing a broken fence post. Grief
like sandbags packed into the wound of a missing town.
Names lost to the wind,
lost to the shrieking and shouting.

There’s no God, no government here,
but faith in hands gripping shovels,
in arms lifting walls off broken legs,
off elderly and mothers shielding
their babies. There’s a man on a boat

helping the stranded get to stable ground.
There's a girl lowering a matted mop head
into the stream’s mucked mouth to lift a cat.
There’s the sole baker bearing bread wading
the water current to feed his community.

Mud-mottled hands pushing rickety
wheelbarrows over glass and fallen
roof tile, cement slabs and flattened
businesses—the lone tire chattering
over the trampled town to a rhythm
that almost sounds like
fuerza, fuerza.

Confessing a Family Secret

Let me admit that my father hits me.
I don’t feel any less embarrassed,
but I’m saying it out loud at least.

I’ve been beaten my whole life, but I am four
in this one, sitting at the dinner table,
my feet don't touch the floor yet.

Here, my world is—purple plaid,
glitter-pen-scribbled knees, a man
waving from the muenster moon.
Here, I still climb on my father
when he gets home from work.

Here, my food is untouched, cold,
and that can’t go unpunished.

My ankle clips every step as he hauls
me upstairs by my wrist. The horse whip
hooked on the back of my door is cured,
soaked to make it stiffer, more effective.

He drops me on the bed, but I’m only four
and I haven’t learned the word abuse yet,

so I hug him, whisper in his ear
that he can talk to me, explain
what I did wrong, because he’s my father

and I love him.

It's too difficult, what happens next,
so I’ll say that my body is a lens
and each lash is a hammer nailing
the photo I take to the wall:

three sweat beads pearling his left brow,
his tongue stuck out the side of his mouth,
the dome light washing him in haloed hues,
the arc of his catgut arm rising higher, higher,
the cherub decals on the ceiling. Una niña.
Mi papá. El chicote.

He hits me anyway.